11:10 AM EST -- 01.29.03 c.e - Ulf Soderberg [thanks again to RK]

it is snowing lightly.. the skies are super pale gray.
drinking ginseng-green tea. ahh the age of aquarius.
last night, we watched the 'state of the union address'..
it took me back to high school.. those weird rituals they call 'pep rallies'..

anyways, hope that you are faring well, when reading these words.

so last saturday, i met up with T17 at the Museum of Natural History..
an interesting place, where i haven't been since either grade school..
but i have a dim memory of seeing the pink floyd laser show... however
my memory is questionable for i confuse real events in my life with what others
talk to me about, and even sometimes what i read.. funny, but i sorta like it.
i love the space show. it made me feel.. nostalgic of some sort.. like i'm witnessing
the Grand scheme.. the Ultimate Balance in the Nature of Things.. and we often get
stuck in our self-made mud of politics, neurosis, and general misunderstandings.
when riding the subway.. i make up a little film in my head..
girl sitting on a train, move the camera frame back..
image of train moving underneath the city like a worm [shai halud]..
move back again.. see the constellation of lights, which make up NYC..
and back into the clouds, see all the glittering cities of the east coast and mid west..
back again.. the continent of North America and the darkness of the the surrounding oceans..
then beyond the blue glow of the planet.. into the pure silence of outer space.
it is like that Eames' bit 'Power of Tens' - i'm sure you can find it somewhere on the 'net.
ahhh.

tonight, i am going to meet up with a bunch of friends..
all from different vivid circles i orbit in the web of people in new york.
i have a mixture of feelings that i have been holding on to.
sweetness, a bit of sadness, not knowing what will manifest soon, calmness,
a touch of scariness, but it feels like something is opening up above..
a bigger room to step into.. [i think i mentioned this to you, james t.]..
the next level in the adventure computer game.. yeas.
maybe downloading further information about this place. [like Metroid Prime! killer game]

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in a couple hours i am going to meet up with Shel for some tea.
she is an amazing creative force running around like a beam of white light in Brooklyn.

alright, take care
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